BoyBlew78 @ dudesnude
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40 y/o   VERIFIED
 United States : California : Fresno
profile id: 1004072
build: Muscular
height: 1.78m (5' 10")
weight: 75Kg (165lb)
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waist: 76cm (30")
body hair: Some Hair
facial hair: Beard
ethnicity: Caucasian
cock size: Large
his cock is: Cut
tattoos: Several
preferred role: Vers. Top
interests: Underwear, Muscle worship, Email/chat, Web cam, Role play, Leather, Fetish, Sportswear.
practice safer sex: When appropriate
last here: 16 Dec 2018
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I've lived longer than my years, seen more than my mind will accept, I've walked more than I care to admit, loved deeper than my cheating spouses. The wound that floods my broken heart bleeds tears that constantly drown my emotions with "why was i not good enough? what was so wrong with me that he publicly humiliated me, with the same action that blatently crushed my soul and force me to return my perfectly disfunctional family, perfect house, neighbors full of life and love, and the job that after 6 years I loved more than chocolate, to my dreams and force myself to wake up to, day after day and allow the bloody fangs of Failure, bite me in the heart. I turn my back on the thieves in my life in order to avoid confrontation and obligation of being forced in a trial or series of unhappy events that result in my inability to depart a hometown full of miserable memories, unloving parents, self created gossip mouthed relatives, and being shunned without viable explanation or source for the rumors which I soon realized it was my red headed step mother that resented me for the memories of my biological mother and resulted in a childhood of low self esteem and bitter emotions toward myself. Twice with pills and once halfway succeeded with a noose I'm still here dreaming of my knight in shining armor to come rescue me from this tower of hate I've been kept in for so long.